Spare me the details, if you don't mind.

Going through my entire Zune music collection and deleting music I don't listen to/don't like/don't know how it got there while building a work out playlist. I came upon this song and it made me cringe a bit. It reminds me of a certain someone.

"Spare Me The Details" by The Offspring

My girlfriend, my dumb donut
Went up to a party just the other night
But three hours later and seven shots of jäger
She was in the bedroom with another guy

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And well I'm not the one who acted like a hoe
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details if you don't mind

Now I can understand friends who wanna tell me
They think they're gonna help me, open up my eyes
But the play by play makes me wanna lose it
Every time you do it man, it turns the knife

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And well I'm not the one who acted like a hoe
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details if you don't mind

Now I don't need to hear about the sounds they were makin'
And I don't need to hear about how long it was takin'
Or how the walls they were shakin'

Now lying in bed wallowing in sorrow
Missin' the tomorrow that we could have had
Running through my head, over and over
Things I never told her that just make me sad

And it drives me insane sittin with a vision
stuck with that image burned into my brain
And I feel so dumb that I could ever trust her
When someone else fucked her, then walked away

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And so I'm not the one who acted like a hoe
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details if you don't mind

Cuz I don't wanna know
Don't wanna know
(Spare me the details if you don't mind)
Don't wanna know
(Spare me the details if you don't mind)
Don't wanna know...

He has this horrible habit of sharing the most absolutely disgusting tidbits about himself and his current relationship so whenever this song comes on, I get this sick feeling in my stomach.. similar to the one I get every time we speak o.O;

Good song though!! Love The Offspring :D

This winter break's going well so far. I'm busy with work, family, and my boyfriend. School starts week after next and I'm excited for the new term :)

God only knows what I'd be without you

I've no idea where I'd be without music. It's that friend that never leaves you unless your battery dies or your headphones bust.

The past week my mind's been elsewhere and during those moments of weakness when my mind would succumb to the poisonous thoughts brought on by the infection of the wound from this past summer (one that will never really heal, I've realized), music helps me clear my head. If not, it kind of says the things I'm not strong enough to say or admit to myself and sometimes it touches issues I'm pushing aside for the moment because I really don't want to get into the messy situation that would result in. Regardless, I love music. I wouldn't say it's like air to me. It's more like food. It's water for my soul when it's dehydrated after being drained by the people around me.

I think I need to make a few playlists.

And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught. But you put on quite a show, really had me going. Now it's time to go, curtain's finally closing. That was quite a show! Very entertaining. But it's over now. Go on and take a bow. And the award for the best liar goes to you for making me believe that you could be faithful to me, let's hear that speech again.

Let me get over you the way you've gotten over me. Set me free, why don'tcha babe? Let me be, why don'tcha babe? 'Cause you don't really love me, you just keep me hangin' on. Now you don't really want me, you just keep me hangin' on.

Everybody loves a winner so nobody loved me. "Lady peaceful", "Lady Happy" that's what I long to be! All the odds are, they're in my favor, something's bound to begin. It's gonna happen! Happen sometime. Maybe this time I'll win.

Maybe.